Restless, yet motivated!

Date: August 27, 2025

hi hi hi!!!! its pandgey here! life has been a lil hectic nowadays. first off, imma shoulder or headpat myself for surviving these past 5 weeks. doing exam, building some cool stuffs, and being part of a cool team and gang. its just yes, A LOT!

essentially, i have been doing so many stuffs at the same time and its slowly killing me slowly. taking care of my mental health and now i have to take care of my grades, i might lose myself one day if this goes on so imma do the best thing which is apply for underloading stuff. im in my final year of uni afterall and im dying, hopefully it get approve soon or asap.

next up, im still trying to understand myself in terms of gender and sexual orientation. im not sure what or why but everyday i wake up, i feel like a different person as compared to the other day. im not sure why but im still trying to figure it out.

mental health wise? no, not good at all. but i hope it will get better. once i got approve, i will work on extending my visa and stuff. oh, yes im an international student here and would forever be a foreigner. because i love exploring around, why not. gotta expand my horizon too.

whoaaaaaaa, a lot of stuff goingggg onnnnn!!!! welp watever, what ever comes come. imma do my best everyday, doing my 3D art as usual, fixing some stuff, coding some stuff, play some bass (really need to get back to that, been pretty hectic). overall, im more like a burn out rn. but it will get better, so trust.

rn, i just wanna chillax a lil bit and make and color the world. OUR WORLD!!! y'all better take care of yourself too yea? else imma come and drag you to play some game with me.

Things I did today:

take care of yourself people, and remember to appreciate and spread love to everyone around you!