march and april pass by too fast

Date: April 23, 2026

hi!!! i have come to a point where im just lazy to do anything. so here is what happened in my life so far!

i went to a rave, which is fun asf. i was drunk and im somewhere where no one and i cannot describe how good it is. it truly is the best.

next up, i just grow older and now i have reached level 23! yay! no! i dont wanna grow old. its suckkkk, like truly suck. image i have to find a partner and get marry and stuff uggghhhh, i dont feel like it and i mean i dont feel like it idk.

so here is the thing, im not sure what am i or what im attracted to anyone atp. i just wanna know and understand myself more so that i can choose for myself what i like, what im attracted to, and the biggest qns is who am i and know myself more.

so yea, thats literally me rn. im just in state of confusion and i wish i can talk to more people about this but im scared! i am just too damn scared even tho im in a queer community as well. its just idk.

yk what? how about this, i will try to resolve myself and learn more about myself. thats it, stay safe, stay sane, and stay hydrated!

Things I did today: